Daniel's June 20, 2016 Facebook Live Chat

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Daniel's June 20, 2016 Facebook Live Chat

How does this go again?

Blogger Daniel
Date Posted June 20th, 2016
URL Facebook
Forum [12522 forum discussion]
Length 9:28
Description Not sure what to say
Daniel Yousef Abu-Taleb
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Directly before "I can't get away from lonelygirl15"

Daniel's June 20, 2016 Facebook Live Chat, later preserved on his account, was created in response to the video Whatever Happened To lonelygirl15?. It serves as a follow-up to Daniel's June 19, 2016 Snapchat.


(Daniel appears conflicted.)

Daniel: Um... (Daniel rubs his beard.) I guess-I guess I'm, uh, I guess I'm live. Um... (Daniel readjusts in his seat.) Uh... What should I talk about, I have no clue...? I didn-I didn't want to talk about... that video... I didn't want to talk about that video, I just... I saw it and... it brought up so much d-... I-I guess pain from the past. I-I... She was... She was just, like, my everything, and... seeing... whatever that was... that's not... that's... (Daniel laughs.) That's just not... that's not my Bree. And I don't... I don't know what that was, but... But it's not... It's not my Bree. (Daniel shakes his head.) That's... I wish it was, but it's not.

(Daniel is clearly reading comments as he continues.)

I, um, over the years I, obviously, I haven't stopped looking for answers, um... I've been reaching out and-and-and trying to... I don't know. Kim Goodwin's been wanting to know if it's her reaching out to us. I... I don't know, wh- Personally, I-I... She would have reached out to me in a- in a different way, not that video. So, I-I personally can't... I just... I don't see how that-that's not, that's not, that's not her. It's not her. Um... So, yeah, over the past, like, ten years, I've-I've been doing my own thing, you know. I'm-I'm obsessed with everything that's happened, but I try and... I've been trying to stay low key, and then... I just figure it out on my own, I don't want anybody else to get... hurt or... (Daniel sighs.) anything. One person's still been with me. Helping me, like, look for things. I-I don't even know if I should really say... Uh, I haven't heard from Jonas. Uh, I.... Um... I assume he's gone. I mean, the last time anything happened, I walked into that apartment, and-and nobody was there, and... and... I-I just... (Daniel laughs.) I think he's gone. I, uh, Emma is the only person I really keep in touch with, and she's... (Daniel shrugs.) She's there for me. She helps me try and figure things out, but I don't know where everybody else is. I-I think Jonas is...

(Daniel takes a moment to compose himself.)

Um... When it comes to, like, what we've- what I've been trying to do... I've been, uh... I've just been trying to collect information, and... and, uh... we've just been interviewing people, and... 'Cause I don't know what else to do at this point. I- So much has happened. A-And everybody around me... gets hurt or worse. I can't have that happen any more. I don't want that. I don't want that. But for me, personally, I can't let them get away with all that. I can't. I'm not-I won't. So I'm not- I'm not ready to stop. Anyway, what I've... What I've found out is, uh, The Order's not weaker at all. They're just- they just got quieter, I guess. Um... I appreciate that- that you guys want to help. I do. I want... I- I don't know, I guess I need help. I'm just scared to ruin anybody else. To hurt anybody else. I-I know that The Hymn of One, th-that's gone- they're gone. Verdus Pharmaceuticals, that's gone. I haven't heard anything about... about The Order of Denderah or any of that. I, um... I guess, just there's been no connection made, uh, or... Um...

Uh, Jamie, whi-which clues? Jamie Paul asked this. You think the clues- If-if you're talking about the, um, the voicemail, its-yeah, I have seen it now. Um... Which... which, that freaked me out, I... I don't even know how that was possible. Um... I... I, um, I ended up changing phones. I-is that- Is that crazy? I don't even know. I got a new number and everything. I, um... You know, that hospital report, I don't- I don't even want to look at that. I don't. Jonas was, he was like a brother to me. I don't- I don't want to know how or... I don't want to know how he- That, I can't see that. I don't want to see that. I-I just can't. I don't want to see anything like that. I'm s- I just can't. He was-was my best friend, he was like...

Um... I'll probably take a little bit of time to myself. Just a few weeks, maybe. Um, if there's anything you guys want me to look at, I guess send it to me here on Facebook, but I-I probably... I just need to make sure everybody's okay and th-that they're not going to come after... Emma, or... So I'm gonna take a little time, I probably will turn into a little hermit for a few weeks. I hope you don't get mad at me for that, I just need that time.