I Have A Confession

Episode 510/3x100

I Have A Confession
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Blogger	Emma
Date Posted	June 26th, 2008
URL	youtube.com
Forum	17817|3=lg15}}
Length	3:41
Description	I've been doing a lot of thinking... see for yourself.
Location(s)	The rented house
YouTube Tags	lonelygirl15 lg15 bree danielbeast jonastko emma fight the order
Production Credits
Executive Producer(s)	Miles Beckett, Greg Goodfried, and Amanda Goodfried
Series Producer(s)	Amanda Goodfried
Production Assistant(s)	Jenni Powell
Director(s)	Marcello Daciano
Camera	Kevin Schlanser
Vidplay	Blair Singer and Amanda Goodfried
Story	Tom Pettit, Blair Singer, Jim Campolongo, and Amanda Goodfried
Editor(s)	Kevin Schlanser
Music Supervisor	Seth Jacobs
Music	"Massachusetts" by Emma Burgess
Cast
Emma	Katherine Pawlak
Adjacent Blogs
Previous	"Playing With Fire"
Next	"Breaking Up?"
Previous by Emma	"Secrets in the Closet"

I Have A Confession is the five-hundred tenth video in the lonelygirl15 video series. It is also the one-hundredth video of season three.

Transcript

Emma: I have a confession to make. It's something I've been thinking about for a while. Since... what happened in the mountains. You see, I came back to help Jonas deal with Salinas. And now I feel it's... time to move on. I don't mean to stop fighting The Order or anything like that. I'm just saying... you know, let's just figure out a way to do it better. Smarter.

(Cut to Emma writing and drawing different things on a big white pad of paper (see notes for details).)

Emma: (voiceover) When I was hiding with my parents, I applied to a boarding school. It's a school for gifted students. But there's a lot more to it than just that. It's kind of like a boot camp of sorts. And most importantly... it's out of the country. Oh. (Camera cuts to Emma, leaning towards it.) And I got in. Okay, so they're gonna take me this fall if I enroll in summer classes, which start next week. So that means I have to be on a plane tomorrow morning. And I know what you guys are thinking... I am not gonna cry this time. I swear it. Because last time... it was like "cry me a river". But now, I really do feel good about this decision.

(Cut to Emma walking outside.)

Emma: And yes, Jonas does know. I actually told everybody this morning. He was upset at first because I kept it from him, but I think he was just happy that I didn't run off this time. Actually, he's being really supportive about it. In fact, he's the one that insisted I leave first thing tomorrow morning. (Gives the camera a look) I know, right? (Shakes head) I think it's because... of what happened with Gina. I think he's just, you know, relieved that I'm gonna be away. Somewhere far where the Order will not find me. (Cut to Emma, still outside but now sitting down.) It's being active. And being on their radar is what makes the Order find you. Well-- well at least that's what my parents told me. Just do me a favor, guys, okay? Will you please look after Jonas for me? 'Cause... I don't know what's going on with him right now. Gina's death really shook him. And... I'm not sure any of us can bring him back.

(Cut to Emma back inside the house.)

Emma: Before I go... I wanna show you guys some more of Gina's drawings. And this... this first one is just... well, it's terrifying. (Shows Gina's drawing to the camera.) And to think... what they must've done to her. To think what they've been doing at this place (shows a second sketch to the camera) for years and years. That's why I have to leave. Because they will never do that to me. See? No tears. I need to go. And the only way we're gonna bring down the Order is by outsmarting them. And we will. Jonas, I promise you we will. So no goodbyes, okay? Just I'll see ya next time. (Blows a kiss and leaves)

Notes

• The quote on the whiteboard reads, "He who fights and runs away, lives to fight another day". It is a rough Latin to English translation of a two thousand year old quote from the Roman author Tacitus.
• Reinland Park is in La Crete, Alberta. La Crete is one of the Google Maps locations found in Lucy's apartment.

• The first paper reads:
  • • destination
  • Journey

• The second paper reads:
  • Nothing of me is original I am the combined effect of everyone!

• Third:
  • THE ORDER
  • ?
  • who is a

• Fourth:
  • Friendship
  • Love
  • Compassion
  • Jonas
  • Family