My Difficult Decision

My Difficult Decision is the fortieth video in the Lonelygirl15 video series.

Transcript

Bree (with tears in eyes): Okay, so, I have completely alienated my only friend. <Sniffle> I snuck out again and I met Daniel in the park just like he asked... and he didn't even give me a chance to explain, he just started yelling at me. I told him that I was sorry and I never meant to hurt him but going with my parents was really important especially since they're not going to be at the ceremony. And he flipped out. He said that my religion was getting in the way of... our whatever it is. And he told me that I had to choose between him and my religion. There's no choice. I've been religious my whole life and I've known Daniel for two years.

I was so upset when I got home that my parents knew that I'd snuck out. I told them everything. They said that I had violated my purity bond and that I shouldn't be allowed to do the ceremony. I don't think that I'll ever talk to Daniel again.

(Bree breaks down for a little while. When she starts talking again, she's more composed and her eyes are clear.)

Now... I've got to completely focus on my preparations. I don't want to let my parents down. I think that this will be my last video blog. Anyway...Bye.

(Bree waves sadly as she says good-bye.)