Sister to Sister

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Episode 281/2x025
Sister to Sister

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This isn't who I am...

Blogger Taylor
Date Posted September 7th, 2007
URL youtube.com
Forum 13848|3=lg15}}
Length 5:02
Description Sarah, I know you didn't know the camera was on, but I wanted to show people a different side of you.
Location(s) Sarah and Taylor's house
YouTube Tags lonelygirl15 bree daniel danielbeast jonas jonastko
Production Credits
Executive Producer(s) Miles Beckett and Greg Goodfried
Producer(s) Amanda Goodfried
Director(s) Marcello Daciano
Camera Kevin Schlanser
Vidplay Jan Libby and Miles Beckett
Story Miles Beckett, Mesh Flinders, Greg Goodfried, and Jan Libby
Editor(s) Kevin Schlanser
Music Supervisor Seth Jacobs
Cast
Taylor Becki Kregoski
Sarah Alexandra Dreyfus
Adjacent Blogs
Previous "Stupid B!tch!"
Next "Revealing My Secret"
Previous by Taylor "Gross Guy"
Next by Taylor "Shocking Discovery"

Sister to Sister is the two-hundred eighty-first video in the lonelygirl15 video series. It is also the twenty-fifth video of season two.

Transcript

(Phone showing a text message from "Spencer G-man".)

Taylor: You see that? "N46 Degrees 12 hours and 5 minutes. E6 degrees 8 hours 5 minutes away. Stop. Chocolates. Stop. Yum." He's such a dork. Spencer's been texting me from Switzerland. (looks up at Sarah) Hey.

Sarah: Spencer?

Taylor: Yeah, um, he can't meet up with Jonas or Daniel because he's at the conference thing still.

Sarah: (takes the phone off Taylor) Why does he keep saying "stop"? (gives the phone back)

Taylor: 'Cause it's Spencer, he's using telegram speak, to be funny.

Sarah: Oh. Um, so uh...um...I wanted to apologize for that guy the other night. I don't even--

Taylor: Don't-- don't worry about it, it's fine.

Sarah: It's not fine. I don't know what I was thinking, you know? I mean, obviously, I wasn't thinking. It's just, um... I'm sorry.

Taylor: It's okay...

Sarah: I promise that, um, nothing like that will ever happen again.

Taylor: Okay. It's-- it's really, it's okay, Sarah. I mean, he just said something creepy, nothing happened.

Sarah: Yeah, nothing happened. (she brushes back her hair to reveal a bruise)

Taylor: Sarah? Wait, he did that to you? Sarah...

Sarah: It's alright. I know, it's not that big a deal. Um... You know, I don't remember meeting him, and I don't know why he came back to the house. I mean, when I just think about it, like, he could've murdered us, or... worse.

Taylor: Okay, Sarah you need to call the police, that's-- (reaches up to touch the bruise)

Sarah: (reacting slightly to the pain) Ah... Look, it looks a lot worse than it is, okay? It does. And plus, it's not just this one gross guy you know? It's everything. Look at my stupid life. I wasn't supposed to turn out like this. You know? This isn't who I am, this isn't who I'm supposed to be.

Taylor: Who're you supposed to be?

Sarah: I don't know, not this. I'm like some weird alternate reality of myself and, you know, it's like, I'm just running in circles, I'm just chasing my tail like a fucking dog.

Taylor: Well, maybe you just need to change things up.

Sarah: It's not that easy, it's not... I mean, uh... what if this is who I am? You know, what if, um... what if mom is right, what if, um... if I'm just a whore?

Taylor: Hey, no, Sarah, you're not. You're... don't ever listen to what mom says, okay? You're insanely smart.

Sarah: Maybe I'm just insane.

Taylor: Okay, stop.

Sarah: Yeah, I know. I'm sorry.

Taylor: Sarah you just... you just need to figure out what you want, I mean, what you really want, and go for it. No matter how hard it is, go after it and get it. I know you can.

Sarah: Yeah, I just, um... I don't know what I want. And um, between you and me... I did something really awful. I don't wanna talk about it right now, but um... it's pretty bad.

Taylor: Well, Sarah, no matter how awful anything that you do is, you're my sister; you always have been and you always will be, and I'll be there for you no matter what, okay? No matter what.

Sarah: Thanks, that's good to know. (starting to tear up) I make pretty good eggs.

Taylor: (smiling) Yeah, I'm a little hungry.

(Sarah nods, then bursts into tears.)

Taylor: Oh Sarah, come here. (Taylor hugs Sarah. Cuts to Taylor sitting later, without Sarah) Sarah, please don't get mad at me for posting this. I just... I just thought that everyone should see it. A lot of people out there think that you're really selfish but, you're not. You have a good heart, you just... don't always show it. I thought it's about time you did. Jonas, Spencer is definitely not gonna make it, but Sarah is going to try and find the serum. She locked herself in her room, she's writing down an entire list of all the names of the guys that she's slept with in the last couple of weeks, so, I'll let you know as soon as I know something, okay?

Notes

  • This video was widely considered to be the last appearance of Taylor; however she re-appeared 64 videos later, in They're Gone.
  • The "something really bad" Sarah is referring to is likely her confrontation of their father, resulting in threats to kill Taylor and the mother. (See We're Screwed!)