We All Make Mistakes
|We All Make Mistakes|
|Date Posted||October 8th, 2007|
|URL|| old.LG15.com |
|Forum||[14419 forum discussion]|
|Description|| Daniel gave me the password to this account so I could look around at the videos, check out your messages, and see that the people I trusted are really dangerous. I have a lot to say about the Hymn of One, but I'll start with this video.|
|Location(s)|| The rented house|
|YouTube Tags||lonelygirl15 lg15 daniel beast jonastko sonia order hymn of one|
|Executive Producer(s)|| Miles Beckett and Greg Goodfried|
|Production Manager|| Greg Goodfried|
|Director(s)|| Marcello Daciano|
|Camera|| Kevin Schlanser|
|Head Writer|| Miles Beckett|
|Vidplay|| Mary Feuer|
|Story|| Miles Beckett, Mesh Flinders, Greg Goodfried, Jan Libby, and Mary Feuer|
|Editor(s)|| Kevin Schlanser|
|Music Supervisor|| Seth Jacobs|
|Previous||"Ninja Video by ElizKM86"|
(Sonia is in the backyard of the rented house.)
Sonia: I know you all think that I'm some kind of - I don't know - because I'm in the Hymn of One... or, I was... but you have to understand it's not some kind of evil... (struggling to find word) At least it didn't seem that way. The Hymn of One helped me, it did. It gave me my life back ... until it was my life. And I know you all think that I'm stupid, and knowing what I know now, I can't say that I blame you. But... it's like... if you're in the middle of something how you can't see the whole picture, like if you're the paint you can't see the painting, well - that's what it's like. When you're in the Hymn of One, when you believe in it... you're blind. I mean, every once in a while, there is a question that comes up, but if someone saves your life, do you ask about their motives, or do you fall at their feet and say thank you? They saved me, and that's what's so hard to explain to everybody. And after the Ceremony with Bree, everything just didn't feel right. So, I watched some of your videos, and I-- I didn't know. And then Carl and I were delivering this baby - (Sonia smiles slightly) - this little, tiny baby, and everything just started to fall around me - all the lies. There's so many lies.
(Cut to Sonia on the couch of the rented house. Daniel is filming.)
Daniel: You're trying to tell us that they don't tell you anything? You don't know anything?!
Sonia: They don't tell us anything. These girls are special - that's all the followers know. "The future of the eternal hymn" - that's what they call them.
(Camera pans to Jonas, who is standing near the couch.)
Jonas: Okay, so that's why you let them just go ahead and kill them, then, right?
Daniel: (overlapping Jonas) Okay, so where's Em-- where is she?!
(Camera pans back to Sonia.)
Sonia: I don't know... I don't think they know either. Look, a Deacon came to see Carl and I the other night. He said that someone had disobeyed the principals of the Hymn of One. Carl thought he was talking about me, but I think he's talking about this rogue Elder. I've watched your videos. I think the Watcher's right. I think this Elder has Emma. But I also know that you've been giving her injections to make her trait negative, which means that there are impurities in her blood. He can't use her for a while. I know that from Bree.
(Camera pans to Jonas, who sits down beside Sonia on the couch.)
Jonas: Okay, well, then, uh, you have to be really honest with me right now... how much time do we have?
Sonia: A week, maybe two.
Jonas: You're sure?
Daniel: Two weeks?!
(Jonas gets up off of the couch and leaves the room. Camera pans back to Sonia, who is calling after Jonas.)
Sonia: I don't know, I'm-- I'm sorry, I couldn't have known! (to Daniel) I'm really sorry, you have to believe me.
Daniel: No, I don't.
(Cut back to Sonia in the backyard of the rented house.)
Sonia: I really don't blame you for hating me. I-- I don't have anywhere else to go, and, I know you think that I'm the enemy, but I have something that I need to tell you, and I couldn't say it last night. And I can't say it on camera... not now. I know you want to save Emma, and I hope you do, but there's something that we can do right now to fight the Order, and I can't do it alone. I really need your help.
- This is Sonia's first official blog, excluding the Hymn of One videos that she and Carl made.
- Sonia is wearing a cap in this video.
- Sonia posted this video on youtube to the lonelygirl15 account, after Daniel provided her the password. At this point, just about everyone on the show knows the password, as videos have been occasionally posted on it by Daniel, Jonas, Sarah, Taylor, and even Mallory and Emma. The only time the password has been mentioned as being changed was after Bree posted some Hymn of One propaganda films on the account.