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{{Tachyon
|name = URGENT: For My Helper! 
|number = 3
|image = tachyon3.JPG
|caption = Don't forget to visit the giftshop
|date = Octoberber 28th, 2006
|url = {{youtube|lvaw6MsnCTE}}
|song = Dashboard Confessional, "The Best Deceptions" 
|description = I have thought it over, and I think it is time to come home. I have the calling card, and I am going to start getting things in order to leave as soon as you can make the arrangements!
|tags = {{tags|tachyon|serious|decision|please|help|calling|card|elders|mom|dad|parents|petrol|order|souvenir|courier|soon|home|bree}}
|Previous = my lonesome update for mid October
|Next = They Are Still Everywhere
}}
'''URGENT: For My Helper!''' is the third video in the Tachyon video series, a component of the [[OpAphid]] game.

==Transcript==
Black screen, white text<br><br>
i think it might be time that I thought things over.<br>
i might have too much order in my life, to the point<br>
I can’t make sense of it!<br><br>
I feel like i am just waiting.<br>
Waiting around for all of the things I want to happen.<br>
Things i need to happen.<br><br>
Waiting for something…<br>
ANYTHING!<br>
I wait, i wait, I wait.<br><br>
It’s like I am waiting for you to just tell me what i should be doing.<br>
Waiting for Mom and Dad to make sense of the order for me,<br>
To help me see the meaning in it all.<br><br>
Even though I feel invisible lately.<br>
[in every facet of my life, actually]<br><br>
I have nightmares that none of you even care anymore.<br>
And i can’t help but let it get to me.<br><br>
Am I cut off?<br>
i’ve just been sitting still.<br>
[it feels weird]<br><br>
in light of that…<br>
I am going to figure out what conclusions I have come to.<br><br>
i don’t have access to all the answers. It feels like I’ve only had access<br>
to a lot of questions.<br>
I am too confused to try to figure it out on my own.<br><br>
Maybe once we sit down, look at it all, and talk about it…<br>
Maybe then we will be able to make sense of it!<br><br>
I think that sounds like a good idea, don’t you?<br><br>
So can I please come home now?<br>
Pretty please?<br><br>
I know you’ve all been busy.<br>
I haven’t heard from you in ages.<br>
And I haven’t been able to get ahold of any of you either.<br><br>
So I am going to use the calling card you gave me for<br>
situations like this.<br>
And I hope that you can make the arrangements for me.<br><br>
Please remember:<br>
I wouldn’t ask if i had any other way to get home!<br>
I am counting on your help here.<br><br>
i’ve just been dealing with so much that I can’t handle it all anymore.<br>
I really fear that I have been losing my mind for a while now.<br><br>
None of us want that. Right?<br><br>
In my heart,<br>
I know that I am making the right choice in regards to my difficult decision.<br><br>
With that in mind:<br>
I anticipate that i will only be here another day, maybe?<br><br>
i will have a few goodbyes, which are important since i should try to leave<br>
on a pleasant note.<br>
i can handle that, I am sure.<br><br>
Before the sun rises today, I will gather all that i can.<br>
There’s a lot to pack. i will leave with more than I came<br>
here with.<br>
I might have a few souvenirs to grab as well.<br><br>
i cannot carry much, so I’d prefer to courier the bulk of it.<br>
Once you receive this message, can you immediately send<br>
a courier over to retrieve it all?<br><br>
Once the plan is in motion, I’ll use the calling card.<br>
I just need to overcome a few restrictions I’m dealing with.<br>
But they shouldn’t be a problem.<br><br>
Hopefully I will see you soon!<br><br>
XOXO,<br>
T

==Look into her I's==
Julie thinks it might be time that I thought things over.<br>
Julie might have too much order in her life, to the point<br>
I can’t make sense of it!<br><br>
I feel like Julie is just waiting.<br>
Waiting around for all of the things I want to happen.<br>
Things Julie needs to happen.<br><br>
Waiting for something…<br>
ANYTHING!<br>
I wait, Julie waits, I wait.<br><br>
It’s like I am waiting for you to just tell me what Julie should be doing.<br>
Waiting for Mom and Dad to make sense of the order for me,<br>
To help me see the meaning in it all.<br><br>
Even though I feel invisible lately.<br>
[in every facet of my life, actually]<br><br>
I have nightmares that none of you even care anymore.<br>
And Julie can’t help but let it get to her.<br><br>
Am I cut off?<br>
Julie has just been sitting still.<br>
[it feels weird]<br><br>
in light of that…<br>
I am going to figure out what conclusions I have come to.<br><br>
Julie doesn't have access to all the answers. It feels like I’ve only had access<br>
to a lot of questions.<br>
I am too confused to try to figure it out on my own.<br><br>
Maybe once we sit down, look at it all, and talk about it…<br>
Maybe then we will be able to make sense of it!<br><br>
I think that sounds like a good idea, don’t you?<br><br>
So can I please come home now?<br>
Pretty please?<br><br>
I know you’ve all been busy.<br>
I haven’t heard from you in ages.<br>
And I haven’t been able to get ahold of any of you either.<br><br>
So I am going to use the calling card you gave me for<br>
situations like this.<br>
And I hope that you can make the arrangements for me.<br><br>
Please remember:<br>
I wouldn’t ask if Julie had any other way to get home!<br>
I am counting on your help here.<br><br>
Julie has just been dealing with so much that I can’t handle it all anymore.<br>
I really fear that I have been losing my mind for a while now.<br><br>
None of us want that. Right?<br><br>
In my heart,<br>
I know that I am making the right choice in regards to my difficult decision.<br><br>
With that in mind:<br>
I anticipate that Julie will only be here another day, maybe?<br><br>
Julie will have a few goodbyes, which are important since she should try to leave<br>
on a pleasant note.<br>
She can handle that, I am sure.<br><br>
Before the sun rises today, I will gather all that Julie can.<br>
There’s a lot to pack. Julie will leave with more than I came<br>
here with.<br>
I might have a few souvenirs to grab as well.<br><br>
Julie cannot carry much, so I’d prefer to courier the bulk of it.<br>
Once you receive this message, can you immediately send<br>
a courier over to retrieve it all?<br><br>
Once the plan is in motion, I’ll use the calling card.<br>
I just need to overcome a few restrictions I’m dealing with.<br>
But they shouldn’t be a problem.<br><br>
Hopefully I will see you soon!<br><br>
XOXO,<br>
T