The Ceremony Is Tomorrow :)
|The Ceremony Is Tomorrow :)
|October 11th, 2006
| I am so excited and nervous all at the same time...
| Bree's bedroom
|LG15 lonelygirl15 daniel danielbeast ceremony nervous happy purple monkey owen thor music fun crustacean
| Miles Beckett, Mesh Flinders, and Greg Goodfried
| Miles Beckett and Amanda Goodfried
| Mesh Flinders and Miles Beckett
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| Miles Beckett, Mesh Flinders, Greg Goodfried, and Amanda Goodfried
| Miles Beckett
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Bree: So... the Ceremony is tomorrow and I feel ready. This last month has been very difficult. Once a week I've been receiving shots. They don't always leave me feeling the best. The diet has been near impossible. I don't know how I did that. Luckily, today they let me have milk and cookies. (Looks at milk and cookies on bed and shakes head with enthusiasm.) I haven't really noticed the pills I've been taking. I mean, it was hard at first just because I would always forget them when I left the house. Enochian... (shakes head)... wow...it's such a beautiful language. It's so sad that no one ever hears it except for at these ceremonies. It's been a long haul. This past week... I felt like I've kind of crossed over. Things that were really difficult before just came a whole bunch easier and it's like I was holding on to a lot of things that I really didn't need to. It was hard to accept that Daniel's friendship had been a lie all along, but... he didn't have my best interest at heart, so... kinda. The first time I met Lucy, she told me something I will never forget. She said that "life can be amazing if you're willing to make sacrifices." Now I understand what she meant. There was something else that I asked Lucy this week. As most of you know, I have a borderline socially acceptable relationship with my stuffed animals. (Whispering to camera) They're kind of real to me. Anyway, so, I asked Lucy how this habit sort of "gelled" with our beliefs. She said it was important for everyone to have imaginary friends. They’re someone you can talk to when the real world lets you down. This made me very happy. (holding P. Monkey) It turns out our little purple friend has been feeling a little overshadowed lately. (covers P. Monkey’s ears and whispers) Hitching him to Thor and letting him get dragged around in circles probably didn't help.
(musical montage of P. Monkey and Thor dancing, and Bree bobbing her head between pillows)
Bree: So, what will the Ceremony be? (shrugs shoulders) I dunno. No one's told me yet. I'm pretty sure that it will have the walking steps that Lucy has taught me in it, and it's got to have little bits and pieces of Enochian in it somewhere too. I think it's some sort of initiation ritual. I'll probably be too weak to blog about it tomorrow, so I'll see you guys in a couple of days. Bye. (waves)