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| − | *This video is reminiscent of Jonas' | + | *This video is reminiscent of Jonas' hotel room scene in the video [[I'm Done]] posted after Bree's death. |
| − | *The | + | *The summary has a typo, claiming Jonas' previous actions took place on Saturday. However, the events of the last video reportedly took place immediately following Emma leaving (Friday). This typo possibly resulted from the fact that the previous video was actually uploaded Saturday. |
Revision as of 04:57, 19 February 2008
| I Lost It | |
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| Blogger | Jonas |
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| Date Posted | February 19th, 2008 |
| URL | old.LG15.com |
| Forum | [16217 forum discussion] |
| Length | 3:17 |
| Description | Is there anything to say after the way I acted on Saturday? |
| Location(s) | Rented Cabin at Big Bear Lake |
| YouTube Tags | lonelygirl15 lg15 Lost It jonaskto danielbeast emma |
| Cast | |
| Jonas | Jackson Davis |
| Daniel | Yousef Abu-Taleb |
| Adjacent Blogs | |
| Previous | "Things Fall Apart" |
| Next | none |
| Previous by Jonas | "Up All Night" |
I Lost It is the four-hundred eighteenth video in the lonelygirl15 video series. It is also the eighth video of season three. I Lost It is the four-hundred eighteenth video in the lonelygirl15 video series. It is also the eighth video of season three.
Transcript
(Jonas is in a bedroom of the cabin. He opens the drawer of the nightstand to the right of the bed and searches through the contents. He then goes to the left nightstand and searches through it as well. He throws a few books on the floor and pushes pillows off the bed.)
Jonas: When I found out that Emma had left, I lost it.
(Cut to Jonas on his laptop, talking on the phone, in the living room.)
I'm calling, uh, about a girl. She's probably about 14-15 years old, she's got- she's got, like, brown hair...
I must have called every taxi service and train station within a hundred miles. You know, maybe if Emma had left a lead, a clue, but... it- there j- there wasn't anything. (Daniel avoids eye contact with Jonas as he walks through the room) Finally I had to accept that Emma was gone and the people who were still here with me, well, they hated my guts.
(Cut to Jonas outside.)
Well, here I am. (nods) I can't get Friday out of my head. The way I acted... the things I said... I've watched that video over and over and over again, and it's like I'm staring at a different person. You know? The things that I said to Jennie and Daniel are just-- (laughs) I wish I could appologize, but I don't think that they will talk to me right now.
Look, it's just that... When I first found out that Emma was gone - that she left - I felt left behind again. You know, abandoned. It just all came back to me. You know, it was like I was a kid again; aiting for my parents to come home, and knowing that they never were gonna. And then I lost it. I just- (snaps his fingers) snapped. I attacked the only people that, in my entire life, have stuck by me. The only people. But you know what? At least they're still here; they're still at the cabin. And I would rather have friends who hate me that are here than to be by myself.
And Emma, if you're watching this, I want you to know that I understand why you left. Well, actually I don't understand, but I trust your insticts and I'm proud of you for how tough you are. You know, it kind of reminds me of, uh, well, me, I guess. Emma, I realize it wasn't my place to stop you from leaving. You know, you can't hold someone against their will. And nobody knows that better than Gina.
Notes
- This video is reminiscent of Jonas' hotel room scene in the video I'm Done posted after Bree's death.
- The summary has a typo, claiming Jonas' previous actions took place on Saturday. However, the events of the last video reportedly took place immediately following Emma leaving (Friday). This typo possibly resulted from the fact that the previous video was actually uploaded Saturday.
